1N2D <3 Lee Seung Gi <3 Jaywalker

Lately i've been super busy with work so i don't have time to do anything....haha...Yea right!!! I'm not going to let any of my wrk get most of my time. I've tried my best to watch Korean dramas. My obsession for the past few years were watching korean drama. I love watching Korean dramas bcoz it is more relevant and the storyline and the actor and actress are more versatile compared to any kind of genre of dramas. I really hate watching Hong kong drama as i keep seeing the same actor and actress starring the the new drama. WTH really. From i was a little kid till now they are still acting and in the same kind of storyline?REVENGE, POLICE story and all the family drama...one word to describe my feeling...BORING!!!But in korean drama, you never see a actor twice..Well not maybe for the famous one but really everytime you see a new drama you tend to like that particular actor or actress. I've been watching a new drama called "Can You Hear My Heart" starring Kim Jae Won who has just release from the Military service before he stared in this drama. I love Love and really love the drama. It tops all the dramas that i have watched before. The story is fresh and the acting is superb. And another lead actor did a great job "Nam Goong Min" All the cast did a very great job as well. If you watched korean drama, i totally recommend this drama for u to see. U totally won't be disappointed with this one. And Kim Jae Won acting performance just steal my heart away when i'm watching secret garden. Even Hyun Bin can't hold my heart any longer and my heart just sees only Kim Jae Won alone now. He looked so cute, not to mention his while fair skin which i always doubt, is he really that fair? LOL....He has improved so much on his acting since Hwang Ji Ni and i am totally blown away by his improvement. He should get the DAESANG award for his performance in CYHMH. I am sad that the ratings for this drama is not high in Korea but who cares bcoz this drama is the most awesome drama i ever watched. I dare to say this bcoz i have watched more than 100 dramas during my 10 years of experience ...I now watching korean drama without english sub now...lol....

My spazzing Kim Jae Won pictures...His smile...*melts*

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Transformer 2011

Bumblebee....in Queensbay....hehe

I went to watched transformer with my brother last week...Yes last week and today only i post in my blog...haha slow rite? Well the movie is okay for me. Not great but nice i guess...I still prefer watching THOR....yes my surname movie THOR...lol....The thing i don't like about the movie was the story of the girl. So unrealistic. U might say i'm crazy when you're reading my blog...Transformer is unreal and unrealistic as well but at least it looks real to us rite ? But the girl story is so damn weak and not necessary? :p

It is durian season in Penang, MAN my mother keep buying durians in my house. Its hard to stop her bcoz her fav fruit will be...........DURIANS............ yES u guested it right. I keep telling her not to buy anymore but she keep on buying it non stop....Sigh, and she keep saying she buying for my sister to eat considering she is coming back to Penang 2moro ...She love to eat durian just like my mother, and i read in the newspaper that everyday Penang durian trees produced more than 300000 perday of durians...No wonder now they sell it so cheap everywhere. But if u want to est the branded durian they sell it buy kilos and it is expensive. I have ate the branded durians last week, but i still love the cheap one..dun know its not that nice as i expected. But i still remember last time when i small my dad brought me to his friends farm and he let me ate the branded durians...OMG it was heavenly love!!! I totally love it to death!! Love love love it!!!!The seed is so small compared to the durians now... I only ate 1 and i was super satisfied with it. But my fav will always be rambutan..I can eat millions of them...lol....

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Happy Day!!!

Early in the morning i have received a package from Jaywalkerz Malaysia sending me my Jay's photobook and the package was wrapped prefectly by the admin :) Thank you so much Admin for continue to do this for us. And to be shocked there is still balance money that she return it to us. Such a honest person...
Here is some pictures of the photobook...erm not going to post the one that doesn't been posted out yet. If you want to see, erm buy it? haha

And just now i have received another package from Nikki...OMG the long awaited Airen lightstick..OMG thank you so much unnie for buying this for me..Super thankful to u!!!!And also the SAEM postcard, poster that she took for me ( super nice). I am beyond speechless when she gave me the pen that Shin Pd gave the gals when they visited KBS last time :) thank you so much!!! I seriously dun know what to say but knowing u and the rest of the 1n2d lovers is the best thing it ever happened to me in my life. I am thankful to GOD that i have the privillage to get to know this gals :) Love you gals :)

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FRIENDS....USELESS

Actually why you become friends with ppl? I have been disappointed so many times in my life when it involving friends. When i was in my edge of nearly died in terms of psysically and mentally in the hospital bed, non of my best friends come and visited me.No one can really give me any word of confort and it is me myself who pull myself back to the real world. That hit me hard as i feel there is no such thing as best friend in my dictonary.I am crying now when i'm writing this post as i really come to the conclusion that Good friends is hard to comeby. SO if you found one that are always be there for you whenever things get hard and keep on giving u positive vibe in your life, don't even let her go. Hopefully you can do the same thing to her as well. Be there for her whenever she needed you to. Don't be sad for me as i already accepted this fact. My friends has done so many things that makes me speechless and i actually feel better when i dun have anyone to talk to. Sigh ......

Speaking of year 2011, a new year has started and i am still stuck in this illness. WHY? nah, its been 6 years since i got this disease and i am okay with it now. I'm not going to feel sorry for myself bcoz i've been an inspiration to a lot of young ppl who got this disease. Ppl often feel sad, depressed when they found out that they are diagnosed with this disease but i am NOT.Most of the patients keep asking me why you are so happy whenever i sees you?I told them that I continue to live my life like they way i sees myself live when i was in the secondary school. When i was 17 years old, i always sees myself working in the business world, being successful and all. I never consider myself to work in the teaching life. But now i feel teaching suit me the most bcoz i feel so satisfied when my students understand whatever i'm teaching them. I like students who like to learn =)Actually in order to become happy, you need to let go whatever worry that u have in life and live ur life to the fullest. I dun even worry what's is install for me in the future. And by doing that i am ALIVE . No one can ever make me do things that i dun want to do.

I AM HAPPY AND THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT I FEEL IS IMPORTANT.

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Disappointed

Well its been a while since i have made any new entry in my blog. To tell you truth i am super tired in bumping so many terrible ppl in my life. Nothing is going right in my life right now. I feel ppl in general are selfish and bastard. I really hate the fact that i keep encounter this kind of ppl. But i seriously believe that GOD is testing my patience as i have many sins in previous life. I can tell you now i am not interested in involving myself in any kind of relationship right now bcoz i basically in the point where i really hate men and women esp in Msia. Don't ask me why but i think if you're in my situation you will feel this way. Any ppl can be independent and count on their own ability without needing any bullshit guy to act like a guy in ur life. Sometimes u just need to back in ur life and think to urself, do you really need man in your life? My dad didn't bring any significant in my life as he train me to be independent but my mom is my everything. I love my family to the point that i feel pityful to the ppl who don't have this kind of relationship with the parents and siblings.

I seriously dun understand why women wants to commit themselves in the relationship and let the guy take care of them. I know that women wants to feel loved by a present of a MAN but i have seen so many of my friends has a unhealthy relationship when they have no whatever say in what to do in their life. They need to report whenever they go to their boyfriend. Seriously, WTF is that?I dun even ask my mom where i want to go, well i just tell my mom i want to go out d, that's all. My mom trusted me and she knows that i can take good care of myself. It's been annoying when the girl need to report where is at and keep talking on the phone whenever she is going out with you. Seriously i dun understand why women want to feel to helplessly and keep relying on their MAN to do things for them. Once you have rely on them too much, don't u feel that you are like a disable person. Actually i feel like you're not a person as all the decision making, what to wear, what to eat, where to go, what to do all been decided by your boyfriend. I feel it is meaning less to be a HUMAN....

Now i feel i hate being a woman, makes me want to go out and do more charity work as i am tired in bumping into evil ppl. Don't be surprise, you can encounter ppl who evil as well when you're doing charity work as well...Seriously evil ppl are everywhere but you need to have fate in urself and ur faith in GOD.

FAMILY IS ALL I HAVE WITHOUT THEM WHO AM I?

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Marking papers...Nightmare

Nightmare has began...sigh..My bed is full of papers to mark!!!sigh

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my obsession with secret garden ...

I haven't been so obssessed with a drama for quite some time now and now i'm totally obssesed with the drama Secret garden starring Hyun Bin and Ha Ji won. I really imagine Hyun bin as my boyfriend rite now..lol..But i totally want him to be with Ha Ji won bcoz their chemistry is over the roft but apparently his gf now is Song hye Kyo and he is departed to fullfill is MS now joining the Marine forces this March. And this week is going to be the last week for secret garden and i'm having a withdrawal symtoms. Do i mentions that i am one hell of a busy person now? I need to mark the exams papers, somemore need to update my file before the semester starts and i need to go to school 2moro to pass something to the moderator lecturer..WOW too many things to do with so little time and i still managed to blog. I must be crazy rite now. If you noticed by now i have change my blog's music playlist into secret garden ost. I dun know what will i do with my life after this drama is over. My weekends will be boring yet again. sigh.....

Anyways posting some pictures and cute icon that i found in soompi...hehe

I WILL MISS THIS DRAMA FOR SURE!!! CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THE LAST 2 EPISODES...

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Hatyai, Thailand 2010

I wanted to post some pictures in my blog but time doesn't allowed me to post anything on my blog. The trip were pretty fun. Me and my sisters need to get ready around 3am in the morning bcoz the van that going to take us there will arrived around 4am. So basically i never sleep on that day bcoz i have the tendancy of overslept. Then i shall move on to the destination and the uncle who drove the van was driving pretty fast but safe i guess? We need to dropped by somewhere to change Malaysian money to Thai batt. And we are shocked, like literary shocked when we saw hundreds or buses stop there...OMG we are shocked that we are the most smallest vehicle around there. And we are super worried as well becos we know for sure that now we are going to spent the whole day in the custom becoz we need to get clearance to the imigration first before we can entered Thailand. That sucks big time. So our uncle made a bold move by turning back and drive another 45 mins to Padang Besar. Through there, there is another imigration as well and hoping that there were less people going through that route. And thank GOD the uncle were right. It less people there. We finally step into Thailand around 9am? haha and proceed to the Hotel that we are staying. The Hotel is quite a nice place. And bcoz Hatyai is raining so much, the road appears to be muddy and dirty?But i still like the places becoz it reminds so much of Msia. Really, not really much of the difference. Besides, the ppl in Thailands are so friendly and most of them knows how to speak in Hokkien. When i was there, i really thought i'm still in Penang bcoz everywhere that i go, ppl in Thailand knows how to speak in Hokkien. COmpared to Penang now, ppl here now speak in Mandarin more. It kidda sad though bcoz now ppl here now lost their heritage of speaking the main language here. sigh....SPeak in Hokkien ppl!!!

Ooo the one thing that amazed me in Thailand is the motocycle here. It is so cute and classy...I wish Malaysia have this kind of vespa motorcycles..So cute!~~!!!
We spent our day by going to shopping and lots of shopping. But most of the things there are not that cheap like it used too. Basically its like the same price as Malaysia but the food there is very yummy. I spent my money in buying a lot of nuts.and a lot of junk food as well.

Here is some pictures that i snap there.

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Jay's fanmeeting in Malaysia

Yes you got it right, i fly all the way to KL just to see Park Jay Beom. On December 4th, i have to stay up the whole day just bcozz i'm scared that i cannot wake up early in the morning. I have the tendency of ppl pinch, kick, slap me also i cannot wake up..hehe, i think i just like to sleep......hehe...So my mom always said that if the house is caught on fire i will be burned to death...I guess now you have an idea how bad sleepy i am right? hehe... Anyways, i depart from my house at 5.30am to the airport and the cap charge us around RM27 (normal price is Rm18 ) just becoz he need to wake up early just to come take us to the airport. Well,can't really complain about that considering no one can really take me and my sister's to the airport now. We arrived at the airport at 6am in the morning, our flight is at 7.15am but we need to be early in order to check in our bags. I was shocked to see so many ppl are gathering in the airport. As usual Airasia counter is full of ppl, not really Malaysian? I'm not sure...But i am surprise how many tour ppl are there. I guess Penangnites are very damn rich. Always got places to go.

I shall skip the part when i'm in the airport then. We arrived in KL around 10.30am and we straight away go to checked in to the hotel, bcoz want to put all the stuff before going to Times Square Hotel. And then the LRT is packed with a lot of ppl, that's the reason why i hate going to KL. Always need to squeeze myself in the LRT. So crazy!!!! Anyways i arrived in Times Square around 11.10am bcoz i was told that i need to be there early to collect my tickets. A lot of Jaywalkers already gathered around the lobi area and we went together up in the lift to 14th floor. And as i expected, there were not a lot of ppl in that floor. I told the organisers that i want a full refund to my bus tickets that they said they will give me back on the event, they asked me to wait until the end of the fanmeeting before discussing it futher. So i said ok bcoz the reason why i want to go to FM is becoz of Jay. So i decided to wait later.

As time passed, 12pm, 1pm still the fanmeeting doesn't start yet. Imagine, me and my sister never eat anything from morning till now. Getting pissed off that the organisers is delaying the fanmeeting. And when i go and walked here and there, the stupid hotel managers keep asking me to entered in the room full of koreans. Well, i keep ignoring them, when they asked me to go back into the room, i did what they said but when out after 5 mins later. And it pays off bcoz me and my sister sneek in to the VVIP Jaywalkers are waiting and pretending to stand there for a while. And my sister saw Jay...But not me, so when we are discussing that he in the toilet, Jay suddenly come out and entered in the venue for soundcheck and rehearsal. And i was shocked! Starstuck for sure!!! My sister was holding the camera but i think she is shocked how closed we were like 5 steps away so she forget to videocam it. And she called out his name "JAY!!!!!!!" and i wave and said his name as well and he smile at us!!! I'm not lying!!! No one was even noticing he was there until we shout out his name!!! I was the happiest girl in the world!!! He smile at me and my sister!!! SO happy!!! It was only in a split sec and all the girls noticing that he was there and then he entered into the rehearsal room...haha, i was lucky i guess...

Well, regarding with his performance in the fanmeeting, i guess u can see all the fancams that already up YT. Jay is a very kind, down to earth, very good looking in person, friendly, very talented in terms of singing and dancing and very good to his fans. Although the organisers sucks big time but i still enjoyed this fanmeeting. I think 600 people came into the event and this is what a fanmeeting should be :) Small and intimate with the fans! I love every momment of it and i'm waiting for a concert from Jay's in Malaysia once again, well but this time not with the same organiser! Here is some fancam that i have uploaded in YT. Please do not distribute this video in ur YT channel. For your personal view only.
Nothing on you

Demon

I will forever remember this special day!!!!!N i was hoping that i can get a chance to go see seung gi live as well...Although i have seen him before, but i was hoping that i can go to one of his concert...hehe

Sorry, my pictures of the fanmeeting is very blur bcoz Jay is moving a lot when he sing, i decided to take fancam instead :)

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Mc Mong "SARANGHAE"

Well for the past week, i have been active in my blog once again. And i haven't really discussed anything about Mc Mong, well now i'm in the mood to write about what i really feel about Mong's issue. Actually with Mong get axe from 1n2d, i was deeply disapointed with kbs decision but i feel that the PD don't really have much choice but to follow the decision from the top management as KBS are controlled by the goverment. As my fellow 1n2d friends who continue to support the show and asked me to do the same, my heart feel totally different. Don't get me wrong, i still love the 1n2d and the rest of the guys, but i totally feel the emptiness when watching the new episode. Although it was a fun episode and a emotional one but i feel so sad and hard to control my emotion. Although Mc Mong is not my favorite member in 1n2d but his absent totally makes me realise his importance in the show. Without him, it really makes the show different. I think having a new member doesn't solve any problem as 1n2d has to faced right now bcoz i am sure that the new member will have a hard time to blend in with the rest of the guys. Maybe he will need some time to clicked with them but the show will never be the same again. One of my 1n2d friend said that i should give the new member a chance b4 hating them. Well, i think when the time comes, i think i will either watch it or not but i will never bashed the the new member. So i don't really want to argued on this matter anymore. Most of the 1n2d fans always write in the comment regarding with the Mc Mong's news "Just admit that you invade the MS', or other comments such as i am deeply disapointed that why he don't want to admit on invading the MS".....etc..This kind of comment really makes me sad. If he is not guilty, why he want to say he is GUILTY rite? Have you ever think that if Mc Mong is guilty in the first place, will he ever take the risk of not admiting that he did it and continuing in damaging his carrer? If he goes this far in proving his innocent that we as fans should really stand behind him 100%. I don't understand why the Korean authorities would want to reveal this issue as they don't really have enough evidence to prosecute him yet. If so then only reveal once they are really to take this so court. And now, they are comming out with the stupid excused on interviewing the dentist and now reviewing whether to take this court of not?OMG are you kidding me? U are kidding me right? This incidaTES THAT ur side don't have evidence saying that Mc Mong lied. Just want to feed your damn ego in proceeding in the case. The police are so irresposible!!! Now even Mc Mong is proven not guilty, the Korean public already label him as the person who invaded Military service..The korean public sometimes are seop seop hae bcoz they always belive in rumours. That is the sad part. And the new episode of 1n2d doesn't really excites me anymore. I will still download the new episode but the urged of watching the new episode doesn't makes me happy anymore. It makes me miss Mc Mong and always wonder where is he doing when watching the new episode. I hope that his case will resolved soon and if he is found not guilty, i hope that the police authorities will appologize for their irreponsible actions. Sigh, so for the mean time i am one very sad 1n2d fan. I hope people who read my post will read it with open mind. Yes, i will still support the rest of the remaining guys as i mention that mc Mong is not my fav member in the first place but just that 1n2d will never be the same without our beloved Monkey!!!

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My birthday :)

I officially turned 24 yesterday. Well my parents always said i never look at my age and always said i'm 18. I don't know whether it is good thing or not but for me i think it is good rite?hehe..And i am shocked the amount of wishes that i get from my friends yesterday..It is overwelming. My facebook pages literally full of birthday wishes. thanks everyone i really appreciate it. And not to mention my friends who wish me in twitter as well =) Really need to print screen this all :)

Yesterday i kidda felt sick and end up vomiting non stop since morning till lunch. Sucks really...Bcoz i think bcoz i haven't been following my treatment in time? haha, wait till my doc this posts, he is going to kill me for sure..haha, so my sister asked me whether i want to go out for dinner, so we end up dining in one restaurant, erm i forget what is the name of the restaurant d. But its near my brother's office :)

The food there was yummy :)

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Strda Restaurant

Just went for lunch the other day. Yes i miss blogging but lately i have nothing to write. Very lazy now..haha ..Just want to post some pictures. The food there...ERM ok for me but the sos are very sweet. And i dun really like sweet stuff..

I think its time to change the song in my blog. Its getting more and more boring...

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