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Actually why you become friends with ppl? I have been disappointed so many times in my life when it involving friends. When i was in my edge of nearly died in terms of psysically and mentally in the hospital bed, non of my best friends come and visited me.No one can really give me any word of confort and it is me myself who pull myself back to the real world. That hit me hard as i feel there is no such thing as best friend in my dictonary.I am crying now when i'm writing this post as i really come to the conclusion that Good friends is hard to comeby. SO if you found one that are always be there for you whenever things get hard and keep on giving u positive vibe in your life, don't even let her go. Hopefully you can do the same thing to her as well. Be there for her whenever she needed you to. Don't be sad for me as i already accepted this fact. My friends has done so many things that makes me speechless and i actually feel better when i dun have anyone to talk to. Sigh ......

Speaking of year 2011, a new year has started and i am still stuck in this illness. WHY? nah, its been 6 years since i got this disease and i am okay with it now. I'm not going to feel sorry for myself bcoz i've been an inspiration to a lot of young ppl who got this disease. Ppl often feel sad, depressed when they found out that they are diagnosed with this disease but i am NOT.Most of the patients keep asking me why you are so happy whenever i sees you?I told them that I continue to live my life like they way i sees myself live when i was in the secondary school. When i was 17 years old, i always sees myself working in the business world, being successful and all. I never consider myself to work in the teaching life. But now i feel teaching suit me the most bcoz i feel so satisfied when my students understand whatever i'm teaching them. I like students who like to learn =)Actually in order to become happy, you need to let go whatever worry that u have in life and live ur life to the fullest. I dun even worry what's is install for me in the future. And by doing that i am ALIVE . No one can ever make me do things that i dun want to do.

I AM HAPPY AND THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT I FEEL IS IMPORTANT.

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